Can't hold it

Everything is weird
and I fall upon your tears
and I look at you
and all I see is gray

Everything is strange
you can't decide what to do
and I am waiting for you
for you to accept my love

But no, you always do it in the difficult way
you throw me away and leave me alone
and then when no one is with you
you call me to be at your side

And I feel like a puppet without emotions
you are playing with me

I can't hold it anymore
I can't keep my... I can't keep my soul
I feel caught in my body prision
I am lost in everywhere

I can't persist, this is very unconfortable
you don't know how its feel to live without living
looking how days keep going
and how you can't do anything to change it

I can't hold it, I can't hold it, I can't hold it

And if this song is pure crap
I am sorry if you can't hold it
but now I am free!